now at min's house. ayul,arif,min and salah. and im lyk da only girl here. no worries, they wunt do anything harm to me. (REALLY) hahaa. slackin. min's parents was not at home, so we took da oppourtunity to actually slack at his house. haha. i soo miss this guys. too bad yiwen and claudia cant be here. if not it'll be more fun wif da whole group together. i jus wonder how am i goin to cope w/o these guys wen im back in da philippnes. hais. they were da one who made me stronger. LUB THEM LOTSIE!
Sunday, April 30, 2006 @ 10:41 PM
stayed at home till late afternoon.waited for ma sis to come home. she was supposed to go for french class but end up stayin at home wif me. left da house arnd 5.30. went to hougang point to pay ma hp bills. saw some bowenians. really miss those days wen i always hang out at hougang point mcdonald. SECONDARY SKUL LIFE ROCKS! da days tt we really enjoy da tym of our life.it was actually mamee's b'day. so me and ma sis headed for bishan junction 8. bought this P.O.A black shirt for her. both of us really do not wat to buy for our mum. cos she likes alot of stuff. almost everythin. hahaa :) took NEL to dhoby ghaut. met ma mum there. and i saw this FILA polo tee. and its really nice! i so so want it. gonna get it soon b4 i leave. ate at swensens. ordered sirloin steak. well cooked wif mushrooom sauce. it was DAMN delicious! I LOIKE! haha. got banana split for dessert.
ma family
click here for more pics
went to marks spencer. mamee got a lotion. one of her favourite lotion. meet marivic, da pinoy gurl who was workin there. said hi to her and stuff.
took a cab home. we waited for lyk 1 hr for damn cab. ma mum was already nagging there. she jus cant simply wait for da DARN cab. reached home arnd 1130.
Thursday, April 27, 2006 @ 12:47 AM
its damn freakin hot! cant stand da heat. i hab no mood to go out. but too bad, i hab to.yesterday yiwen and claudia came over to ma house. da three of us were lyk doin our own stuff. claudia usin ma lappy. me, knitting (haha! surprised?) yiwen, watching television wif ma sis in da living room. :)
knitting is actually fun. REALLY! claudia was da one who taught me knitting. its totally ADDICTIVE. serious! i shud get a set for maself and start knitting for claudia. :) haha. mayb i can make a big panties for her which will be very comfy for her. but i kept on makin mistakes and hab to always start all over again. its ok for me. wen claudia was abt to leave da house, she was waiting for me outside ma room. wen i come out of ma room, dis claudia surprised me wif her BOO!!! i got really shocked. and was stunned. she started laughing at me cos of da way i reacted. WAT DA HELL! i make sure i will scare her out of her life next tym. haha. so claudia, WATCH OUT!! hehehe. (evil laugh)
ma dad called ma hp wen i was at home. i was wondering why he called ma hp instead of da house line. he told me tt ma new bill has come out. and guess how much it is? $250!! ma gosh. ma another line cost 200 bucks. i dunt noe how to really stop maself.
chatted wif claudia till 3 am in da morning. toked abt da jerks! cant believe da 3 of us always end up wif jerks. DAMN IT! K is a bad letter for us. TOTALLY. we always neba expected things to happen dis way. wat a life we hab. but lucky we hab each other to stay strong. toked abt how kel really hurt me. claud didnt expect things to turn out dis way too. kelvin really left a very big mark in ma heart. trusted him so much and dis is wat i get. hais. he's really unpredictable. sometimes i wonder, why did i ever go wif him. he made a total mess to ma life. i will neba forget him and memories wif him will still be kept. lyk wat claudia say, jus keep da memories we had altho he turn out to be a jerk.
woke up quite early today, found ma mum not at home. brushed ma teeth. didnt eat breakfast. straight after tt, on ma lappy and started editing ma blog. checked ma mail and ate weng send me kuya's wedding pics. find it so kewl. ma mum saw da pics and she kept on complimenting tt kuya look lyk her. haha. well gtg now, hab to take a bath. :)
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 12:49 PM
believe it or not? i was at home for da whole day. laze on ma bed. ma lappy was on da bed for da whole day. ate and sleep on da bed. everythin on da bed. was to lazy to do anythin.wanted to go office. but not now, not da right tym yet. wednesday then i'll be able to go back office. i feel that i've way behind time. been not doin alot of things lately.
today is another day. will be stayin at home da whole day again. claudia will be comin over to ma house. so we'll slack at home da whole day. laze arnd. claudia will be on da com. as for me, i will be eating junkies. look at her. as expected. yeah. :)
now chattin wif jun bin. both of us really got nth better to do. so we decided to tok on da fone. haha.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @ 1:46 AM
BOWEN MILITTARY BANDGOLD WITH HONOURS!!
wee~!
so damn happy for da band. all their hardwork will always hab a value to it. :)
how i wished im part of da competition too. haha.
bowen military band
waiting for da results
x band members
after da whole thing,
me,candy,claudia,yiwen and atiqah went to suntec. meet salah,fidot and min at da fountain of wealth. ate at mcdonalds'. we were so damn hungry after all those cheerings and jumping. we were too engrossed to da competition tt we totally forgot abt our stomach. after da ehole thing then we realised we were damn hungry.
slacked at coffee bean for awhile. claudia and candy went off first. chit chatted for awhile. too bad arif and ayul wasnt there. felt so incomplete w/o them. they were too busy wif da band.
lub them!
suntec
went home arnd 10 pm. reached home arnd 11pm.
left da house and headed to claudia house. stayed over her house for a night. i spent almost da whole night making our movie but in da end, everythin was lost. cos her computer was lagging and it totally didnt save da whole thing. hais. hab to make another new one.
Monday, April 24, 2006 @ 12:20 AM
its been days tt i hab not updated ma blog.feel lyk its been years. hahaha. been doin alot lately.tuesday
brought kuya ron and ate weng arnd. from chinatown-town-esplanade-laupasat. damn tiring but fun. kuya ron brought alot of stuff. he also bought a motorola v3i. i tink he was really in lub wif it. hahaa. thanks to me. :) town was very wet. didnt enjoy da walk. but da excitement came out wen we reached esplanade. took alot of pictures. but too bad da pics are still wif kuya ron. hab to wait for some time to get da pics. walked to lau pa sat. ma dad was lyk at lau pa sat already. i tink he waited damn long for us. ordered alot of satay. ate satay-friedrice-stingray-prawns
ordered 2 plates of stingray. one from a chinese stall and one from da mly stall.
da chinese stall tasted better. hahaha. chit chatted. from there ate weng and kuya ron took a cab back to their hotel.
ate weng and kuya ron
swit ate weng
cutey us?
wednesday
whole day at da office. rotted there. makin phone kols. sat damn long wif kevin and jia hao. and he wore this t-shirt given by a china badminton player. kewl ryt. learned presentation. not much. hahaa.
rotting soon
da t-shirt wif value?
kel, wat was tt for?
thursday
went for distributor session wif icy. mr eddy was da one who did da talkin today. didnt do much today. niwae, mr chris has hit his BM!! so happy for him. hais. wonder if i can hit MM too. cant wait for saturday! its SYF. wonder wats da results. hmmm.
Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 12:54 AM
yesterday yiwen came back to office wif me. obviously i stayed in da office for da whole day. i really want to learn ma presentation so badly. but im not even half way there. i was so eager to learn and i hab to wait for mr chris to finish his fone kol. took damn long. so gues wat i did?obviously take pics of maself. haha. was really damn bored. and i jus keep on takin and takin till mr chris took ma fone away. haaha. tink he was pissed. i even took some stoopid pics.
hehe
went bck wif home wif jia hao tt nyt. nth much happened tt nyt. wat a boring life im havin.
today, office again. and i really got a very good scolding from mr chris.
i cant believe i showed him ma emotions. hais. i jus totally burst out. cant take it anymore. hais. i cant keep it inside me. so i jus burst.
brought icy to da office today. its was gud. she says it was interesting. which is gud. haha. tml hab to go office again. meetin icy.
Monday, April 17, 2006 @ 11:38 PM
im so damn pissed today! arrgggh! neba met a guy lyk him who's so childish. oh ma gosh. humilated me infront of da crowd!! i really wanted to blow up jus now.fuck!fuck!fuck! grrr!
oks. im so done wif ma scolding. all those fuckings made me feel betta.
today da distributors had training. seated for lyk 4 hrs! kept on movin. cant simply sit still. wat to do. tts me! haha. left da office wif yiwen arnd 5. headed for town. went straight to zara to meet ma family. ma sis bought a dress. i boought two tops and mini skirt.lub it so muchie! haha. yiwen got a flat sandals for herself too.
i jus cant resist it. in da changing room
after tt we separated. ma dad went for work. yiwen went to mit her frens at plaza sing. while me,ma sis and mumie went to eat dinner. wanted to eat at subway, but changed ma mind. i cant. im gettin fat. been eating alot of stingrays lately. so changed ma mind of eating at subway. end up at eating at long john. but still ate sumthin tt was very fattening. potato chips wif extra cheese!!! i jus cant resist it. ma mouth damn itchy.
look how fattening it is!
met claudia for awhile. slacked at ngee ann for awhile wif claud,kama,sha,gabby.
me!
me and beloved claudia
was supposed to go to da hotel and stayover wif her frens. but in da end, didnt go. yiwen cant go. cos of her bf. hais. really pity her. as her bestfren, i noe how she feels. haha. so now im stuck at home alone in da room. jus hanging out online cos i've really got nth to do and i jus cant sleep at all.
Sunday, April 16, 2006 @ 1:25 AM
cousin ate weng and her bf came to singapore. they're here for holiday. which is kewl. was so looking forward to their visit here.didnt go office today, so yiwen came over to ma house. while me and ma family went to church. yiwen stayed at home all alone. but she got ma laptop to keep her entertained so it wunt be a problem to her. wen we came back from church, she complained she was hungry. haha. so we went down to hougang point and ate our dinner. after tt, headed for ang mo kio station cos ate weng and kuya ron are waiting for us der. while waiting for bus, these two gurls jus cant resist makin their stupid faces.
hu's cuter?
obviously ate weng loved singapore. she look so damn cute. cute as always. really miss her alot.
went back home wif them. chit chatted. drank whiskey and red wine wif them. but didnt drink much.
dun worry, im nt drunk
11 plus, they left our house. send them to da bus stop wif ma family and yiwen. it was fun. yiwen kept on makin us laugh. by talkin in a filipino accent. which she cant. hahaa. ma cousin and kuya ron even mistook as a filipino. they even said tt both us are lyk twins. alot of people has been sayin tt for da past few days. umm. maybe we hang out wif each other too much. haha. but tts kewl.
look at kuya ron
took pics while waiting for da bus. its jus our hobby. jus cant resist it. hahaa.
Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 2:14 AM
no matter wat, hab to hit marketing manager ASAP!cant drag on too long
im leavin soon.
wunt be glad if i dunt hit it b4 i leave dis place.
obviously went to office today. came quite early. first tym goin to office early. hahaa. cos im always late. meet yvonne. brought her up to da office. everythin went quite well. which was expected.
ate lunch at old chang kee again. wanted to eat lau pa sat. but hab to follow mr bryan. but its ok. spent 1 hr to make phone kols. in da evening went to meet kenneth,louis and nigel. brought them up too. but things didnt really go well. but its ok. hab to try again.
went back wif da others. took da train back.
Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 1:29 AM
seminar was great. did alot of clapping and cheering yesterday. i tink red team has the most awardees. quite disappointed too. i really so so want to go that stage. but too bad i didnt. looking at all those people receiving their badge makes me really envy them. and dis will be ma last seminar. i dunt noe wen i can ever attend it again. gonna study somewhere else. haiz. im in a very hard position now. leaving ma frenz and family here is really hard for me. especially ma new group of frens. da company. gonna miss everythin in here. haiz. but its ok. it'll be juz for 3 yrs and i will come back every 6 mths.yesterday mr bryan went up stage. and its really great to hab a leader lyk him. totally salute a guy lyk him. too bad i cant be lyk him.
mr bryan on stage
me and serene
there was alot of people. conrad hotel is a kewl place. hahaa. i tink our company was really noisy tt nyt. we really rock the whole ballroom. haha.
went home wif da whole group. we were makin alot of noises. espcially da guys who couldn't behave themselves. guys,guys,guys. hahaa.
me,vincent and jia hao
da white rangers!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @ 11:08 AM
months go by jus like ttyou sneaked out of ma life in split seconds
u neba allowed me to be alone
but yet u left me all alone in da dark
how could u
i was a girl
who shared ma dreams wif u
tt i knew it will last forever
and now im left wif ma dreams all alone
u were once so close to me
and now im jus a stranger
in ur eyes
memories locked in ma heart
promised maself
i will keep it
but still it hurts so much
tt scars are everywhere
u leave traces behind
tasting da tears of wasted years
a life has gone wrong
all wrong
people devoid of emotion
who can no longer feel
how i wished
time can fly back
regretted everythin
regretted makin tt decision of goin back
shud hab stayed wif u
or shud hab stayed there not for a mth
but jus a week
blamed maself
for makin harsh decision
now all i want is
for u to come back
and i will welcome u wif open arms
i promise
but i noe dis is all jus a dream
still i will pin ma hopes
i cant do without u
ur ma confident
ma pillar who gib me strength
to stand tall
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 11:43 PM
ice creams. ice creams.ice creams.i simply lub ice creams!
eating ben and jerry chocolate fudge now. and its really delicious.
not much happened today. went to office wif candy. introduced her dis line. i juz hope she will noe wat she wants. introduced her to chris and bryan.
went to lau pa sat for dinner wif justin and guo jie. ate stingray and popiah. da stingray tasted gud. loved it.
chris was a mute today and he had to interact wif me by paper. haha. poor him. his throat was in pain and he cant tok much. really pity him.
tts da reason why im not bored in da office
takin pics wunt get me bored at least..
WAT A HECTIC DAY FOR ME!been goin to and fro to da office da whole afternoon. which is damn tiring but kinda used to it already.
reached da office arnd 2pm. chatted wif da others. got nth to do coz mr chris was not arnd. so i started takin pics of maself usin jia hao hp. haha.
me and da goofy jia hao
stayed in da office for a while. i was really damn bored already. so i went down to city hall to meet ma mum and sis. headed to bugis. looked arnd for executive clothes. coz i really need to get new outfits for da upcomin seminar. looked arnd. but neba find any. only saw one cute top. but i cant wear it for da seminar. end up ma sis bought a calvin klein bra. it's pink in colour wif pokka dots. it really look cute. haha. suits her.
wen back to office after tt. mr chris was already there waiting for me. coz i've got appointment at clarke quay. so we left da office for da appointment. i didnt even sit down for 10 mins and we had to leave. ma legs were lyk already so sore. but luckily, mr chris decided we eat carl's jr.
had a big western bacon burger. i dunt remember wat mr chris ate. but wat we ate juz now was really damn fattening. and mr chris is really gettin fat. hahaa. most guys had their belly coz of drinkin. for him, he really eat alot. hahaa.
da 'pig'?
i dunt noe whther da appointment was considered successful. nvm. its hard to say. went back to office, made ma plannings wif mr chris and made some phone kols.
yeah.tts me
headed for taka. meet ma family. me and ma sis started our nonsense by takin pics again. tts wat we simply lub to do.
:)
she was hesitant u see
so damn tired now. juz came back from da office. stayed the whole day der.been makin phone kols to ma frens for da whole afternoon. got a list of numbers to kol. but failed to kol all da numbers.
da list is waiting for me to kol those numbers
took down some notes from jia hao. and i got bored for a period of tym so i went down and smoked. bought 3 yummy cookies from subway. brought it up to da office and shared it wif vincent and ms vera. it was really delicious and sweet. very bad for health if i eat more. but its ok. i dunt eat it everyday. continued wif ma work. ate dinner wif da others at old chang kee again. wanted to eat at lau pa sat but we've got no tym coz there's goin to hab a talk. lyk da BGM motivating us to go for our goal. for now, ma goal is to be a marketing executive by tuesday. i wan to go to da stage and recieve da badge. wanna make mr bryan and mr chris proud. and wanna help him get his car by dis month. im sure he can. wee!~ cant wait for da seminar at conrad hotel. had another grouping wif da red house team. some of da BM lyk mr bryan shared his story wif us.
old chang kee
me?
catched the last train wif mei hui and micheal. took a cab from ang mo kio. bought supper for maself. ma mouth was very itchy and i felt lyk muching on sumthin. so i bought red ruby. but didnt finish everythin. hab to go office later. so betta i betta get some slip now :)
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @ 1:34 AM
juz woke up and im rushing to go da office. but still im here doin dis thing. waiting for ma mum to finish her cooking while i do dis blog. since i've got nth to do also. yesterday came home quite late. i muz start sleeping early. ma pimples are comin out!!! aaarrgggh!! went to get ma pay at orchard. walked arnd taka. wanted to get a top. but nth seems to be ma liking. so wasted ma tym by juz walkin arnd. headed for raffles place. nid to go office.was bored u see
reached da office, mr chris and mr bryan was sitting at their table. sat wif them and mr chris told me da plan. blablabla. sat there and started ma nonsense again. takin pics! haha. mus help mr bryan get his car. ate dinner wif da others at old chang kee. ate da curry wif da loaf. its was a kewl dish. da curry is inside da bog loaf. obviously i didnt finish da whole thing. micheal and ah hong helped me. hahaa. we had to rush back to da office coz mr dewey ho will be conducting a talk. he was damn funny. everybody in the room laugh their lungs out. he was really good and funny.
went to lau pa sat wif mei hui,serene and micheal to mit zhang kai. he's leavin for ns today. so we wanna bid farewell to him. will not be able to see him for a few weeks? mr chris and mr bryan came after tt. mr bryan and the guys did hand wrestling. looking at their face can really make me laugh. the expression on their face is lyk ur pushing da shit out. hahaha! wen home after tt. wanted to photocopy the file for mr chris. but ma printer was out of ink. so too bad mr chris. i've tried ma best.
me and mei hui
zhang kai eating his lungs out. haha
Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 11:27 AM
woke up quite early today. umm. arnd 10? tats early for me coz usually tts not da tym i wake up. hahaha. im so used to waking up late. i wonder how am i goin to cope once i start skul. i will hab problems waking up. tokin abt skul. im still tinkin wer to study. haiz. im so damn confused. aaarrggh!! was tokin to ma mum abt it during lunch. she said tt watever ma decision is, she will respect it. so i really hab to tink carefully. yeah.supposed to mit bryan 10 am at yakun kaya. but im still here. shit! looks lyk i hab to go to office soon. been not there for lyk 1 day? hahaha. i wonder wat are we goin to do today. got lots of stuff to settle. there's still da chalet. hab to book it asap. coz fathul is waiting for it. i cant wait for da chalet. we're gonna do sumthin eveil. haha. gotta get ready now.
Thursday, April 06, 2006 @ 1:21 PM
at last i got to meet arif and ayul. wee! miss them so muchie. went to bowen wif them to see da band. hanged arnd.da pink cutey fan.
in da evening, we headed for hafizah chalet which is at changi. it was so damn ulu and scary. niwae, it was hafizah anniversary wif her boyfriend. sweet ryt. they are together for quite long already. 3 yrs plus? met alot of people. then arif suggested we go to OCH. so we went. but yiwen didnt come wif us. halfway up da hill, dat idiotic arif scared me wif one of his stupid scream. i got shocked and started running down while i hold his hand tight coz i was afraid he will leave me alone. hahaha. wat a wimp i am! haha.
after tt ma fren came wif his car. fetched arif and ayul home first. we went to seletar wif yiwen. drank vodka and stuff. stayed there for a while. melvin came wif his car and smoked wif us. chatted for awhile. then i decided to go home coz i was really damn tired. and ma fren brought us home. the minute i stepped da house, went straight to da toilet. bath and stuff. after tt, went straight to ma bed. slept lyk a log. ma body felt so light tt nyt. mayb due to drinkin.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 1:54 PM
yey! at last, ma blog is done. its been ages and i hab not touched ma blog. coz i was either busy or too lazy. hehe. wif da help of ayul, i dunt tink i will be able to finish dis blog. haha.niwae, yesterday went to sentosa. it was all a last min thingy. mit yiwen at dhoby ghaut and i was an hour late. luckily she wasnt tt pissed. made our way to sentosa. hang arnd at coffee bean. took some pics which i always do. haha. and yiwen will be lyk, 'here she go again'took da tram to siloso beach. and we started our nonsense by makin fun of da driver. coz he was tokin lyk a robot. haha. took a few shots. giggle here and there.
we were supposed to be wif da company but we didnt join them in the end. juz joined them for dinner at harbourfront. it was da first tym goin out wif everybody not wearing formal. haha.
took a pic of mr bryan, and he looked so damn different with his not formal clothes. guys really look better wif formal outfits.
ate at harbourfront. hang arnd for while. we were supposed to watch movie. but i didnt go coz i've got no mood to watch movie already. went home. while yiwen went to mit marcus.